My Life As A Teenager

Found this on www.killed.blogspot.com read it!

2010-01-29T22:00:00.001-08:00

top 10 reasons why girls 15-22 are stupid:

10) They ruin their life when they have premateral unprotected sex with the typical guy
9) When you open your heart to them, and your not just trying to get into there pants, they grab said heart, throw it against the wall, and watch it slowy slide down the wall into a trash can, than leave you there to bleed to death as they jump in "kyles" civic
8) there generaly stupid......of course it sucks when you get an awesome one like katie dingle, but i guess shes not thinking clearly, because now shes a typical girl because she screwed over the best guy that will ever come into her life...
7) they pick guys like levi cramer, who is not only hidiously ulgy, but he treats you like shit, and sucks, and failed his senior year, and now that he finally graudated, hes not doing shit with his life....
6) They listen to dashboard, and sing along, but all those songs are about how they suck...
5) im very tired so most of this probably doesn't make sense
4) you take them to said dance, clear you checking account, than they never talk to you again, even when you decided its probably best to be friends...
3) they give you a pen when you give them your heart
2) they make use think about being gay, don't get me wrong, i have nothing against gays, but if a man thinks about being gay who isn't, thats pretty bad
1) As john lennon put it (even though he means there slaves, and im not racists anyway...i wish i was black) "Women is the nigger of the world"

jumbie aka bills kleine flugzeug

2010-01-29T11:15:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVupqM5vm40

funny

2010-01-29T11:00:00.001-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IOqW4IMp5Y

look at my futurwe husband

2010-01-29T10:44:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M3C2oQtqcuI

HOMEWORK AND GERMAN!

2010-01-07T14:13:00.000-08:00

So it's a weekday and I have homework:( and I really need help! The thing is I am too lazy to write it all down :P Who is good in Math? Because that is what the homework is... I asked Ms. Connie and Alexsandra but they don't know... So what am I suppose to do? I guess I have to wait until I get home and then my dad can help me.
BTW I am going to learn german but alone, because there is a person who offerd to help but she lives to far away (20 min) and well my pqarents don't want to drive... So I will do it myself, I know some words and I will use the internett to so that will help me, pluss listening to songs in German (by Tokio Hotel)
I love Bill Kaulitz! <3 and I know that he looks like a girl but I can't help it he is sooo cute!!! Call me crazy but I am in love... lol
So anyway how are you all doing?
I know it is kind of weird for me to like ask how you are doing when it's my blog but whatever I need coments!!!
Gotta run
ttyl

LONG TIME NO POSTERS UP ON MY BLOG!

2010-01-05T13:54:00.000-08:00

Hello! I am back from Norway (:P) and school has started (!! :@ ).
The trip back from Norway went fine, and the food was really good, we (me and the other passengers) even got chocolate poudding :)
When I got to Norway my flight was delayed and when I finally got to Jelsa then there was 32 inches (80 cm) snow!!! I have to write in English so some of my other friends will actually understand me...
I also felt like writing cuz in school there is this thing called "young arthours" and I am going to sign up for it I just should have brought my Norweigan Stories. Since I didn't I wrote about my life.. some of it at least and well I am not going to write it here cuz it will take me forever!
Anyway so now I am at school and don't worry I have premission to use the computer..
so don't worry !
We just got our pictures today and well I look horrible ! NO MAKE UP!! I asked the teacher and they say that the photographers are comming back and then there is one day that they can take some other pictures so I hope it is soon!!!
Gotta run!!
<3 ya all!
xoxox

NORWAY!

2009-12-22T11:26:00.000-08:00

So today I need some help from a prof ! Her name is Helga! So my flight was delaid 4 hours, first we had to change flights because they had put too much gass, then the electricity went of in Sola/Stavanger and well the captain said he was taking us to Oslo and we had to slep there overnight and then take the flight in the next morning, when he wa about to transalate it he said: ".... Nevermind, I just got a message that the electricity has come back".
So Anyway tomorrow I will see my BFF in Norway or I mean one of them.
Anyway it is time for me to go to bed.
GOODNIGHT!

DANMARK/DENMARK!!!

2009-12-21T06:16:00.000-08:00

So here I am, at the airport in Danmark! I know I should talk or write in Norweigan but I am way too lazy to translate!!! So this time I flew with SAS (Scandinavian airline) and not KLM.
My flight is one hour late, so I have to wait... I have to read like a BILLION books in the winterbreak, why you ask. Well because I need accselerader reader points. I have already passed my goal but I want to get a 100 points (I only needed 35) and now I have 55.8
So wish me good luck with my "little" reading project.
Let's see what else can I tell you guys? Well, for Christmas I am NOT wearing a dress!! Jippi!! I don't want to, so instead I am wearing some really cool pants, I'll take some photoes and I will put them on FB (FaceBook) and this Blog.
Please follow me!
FYI if I just like stop writing it is because my flight is leaving and that a person (airport worker) will pick me up.
I have some bad news... When I went to put some new pants on, I took the ones that are way to big!!! I didn't really know until it was too late!! Why does all this bad luck have to happen to me!?
Believe it or not, I acctually fell asleep on the plane, and I ate! I never get to sleep on a plane (I mean you are allowed to, I just never can't go to sleep on a plane for some weird reason) and I never eat I just drink a heck a lot of water/liquid(!) and this time I ate like a chicken!!!! I am sort of prowd! :S

NORWAY HERE I COME!

2009-12-19T14:49:00.000-08:00

So well today I will just write in English today I am to lazy to translate..
Tomorrow I will travel to Norway, and I really have to pack when I get home !
I know... I didn't have time! I had a sleepover last night, my friends came over, Kanisha, Derisha, Amber, Makyia, Lulu and Mariah! Un forunatly Makyia and Mariah had to leave, they couldn't sleepover... But we had a lot of fun. We (Amber, Lulu and me) were trying to tell ghost stories, Lulu came up with this acward, weird story, it was suppost to be scary but it turned out to be sooo funny!!!
Today is my bday btw. I had the sleepover yesterday so.. \
I know i said i was going to write when I got home but it was too late, so sorry about that.
The theripi went well, I got my feelings out.
Btw. I ripped a shirt because I was so furious! I am not sure why, but fyi when I get really pissed of then that is what I do, I through things and stuff like that. Thank got that happends really rare .
Anyway it is time for me to go but I will inform you about my trip !
LOVE YA ALL!

NORWAY HERE I COME!!!

2009-12-17T15:42:00.000-08:00

I don't have a lot of time so I make it short.
I am in school right now, so don't think I am using the computer without premission.
I have to go gotta see my theripist...
TYPE MORE WHEN I GET HOME!!!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

2009-11-26T14:27:00.000-08:00

Norweigan:
som dere sikkert vett er det "happy thanksgiving." det er noe Engleske greier.
Eg glemte å sei at eg har sett new moon, eg har sett den 2 ganger og i morgen skal eg se den igjen (alle gangene har eg sett den med en vemm og i morgen skal eg det også.) Den er kjempe god! Terningkast 6!
Siden det er thanksgiving kommer stefamilien min, dei som er på college! Dei kommer hvert øyeblikk.
På skolen så hadde me et naturfag projekt, og eg var partner med ei jenta som heiter Dian. Projektet våres var om "pitch" det er en del av stemmen din liksom.. Uansett Ms. Bivense læreren våres velger då 3 grupper eller single (viss du jobber alene) som har gjort det best, og eg og Dian kom på 2. Plass!!!
Eg skriver mer i morgen om BARE new moon!

English:
As you might know it's thanksgiving today, something the Americans do.
I forgot to say that I've seen new moon, I've seem it twice and tomorrow I am going to see it a third time (all the time I've seen it with friends, tomorrow too.) It was so good! 10 out of 10!
I HAVE TO GO MY FAMILYS HERE! BYE

SUICIDE

2009-11-16T17:28:00.000-08:00

Have you ever just wanted to simply run away from all the bad stuff? Such as being tired of moving, or because you broke up with the “man” in your life. Well, let me tell you something, committing suicide is just going to make things worse.

How do I know this? Well, because I have thought of committing suicide too.

Let me clarify this, my life in Norway was horrible, my mom had problems (things that I will not tell you, unless I know that I can trust you 100%), I got bullied and I moved so many times (this is my 6^th time and I’m only 12!)

To begin with things at home got so bad that I had to move to a foster family. I lived with them fir 1 ½ years.

My dad and my stepmom (Pam) were living in the U.S, and they wanted to get custody of me.

Afterward the court made the decision that I would move to America, I was not shocked, (because I had expected that the judge would make this decision) I just didn’t want to move again! I was sick of moving, making new friends , and having to change schools.

I wanted to end my life.

This was very personal so I only told my closest friends (in Jelsa, village in Norway). They were shocked, and told me to tell the teacher, because if I didn’t they would.

I finally told the teacher, two days later. She told me that I needed to tell Karin (my foster-mom, who also was a teacher in the school).

At first I refused, but when I slept that night I realized that I couldn’t this any longer.

I asked the teacher (Åslaug) to tell Karin.

When Karin came home, she wanted to talk to me , of course, and she wanted to tell the childcare (the people that moved me to a foster family. I agreed.

Finally I got to talk to a psychologist. As it turned out, I didn’t really want to commit suicide, there were just too many changes happening at once.

I got help, I still do. I talk to a therapist once a week and it really helps.

I’m glad I didn’t commit suicide because if I had, I wouldn’t have written this paper. I also wouldn’t have gone to the Jonas brothers concert, or met some really great people.

In conclusion if you ever have this feeling, please, please talk to someone. Whether it’s your best friend, your mom, teacher or whoever it is just try. Things are NOT always as bad as they seem.

If you need help, and don’t know who to talk to, call the “National Suicide Hotline”: 1-800-784-2433

NEW MOON!!!

2009-11-13T13:57:00.000-08:00

Herregud! eg kan ikkje tenke at new moon kommer ut om en uke!!!
eg skal se den sammen med lu (kallenavnet hennas) og det kommer til aa bli saa kjekt, eg skriver aa det betyr a med prikken og o er o med en kryss over, ae er ae sammen liksom.
i dag skriver eg nok bare paa norsk for det er bare for mye aa oversette det, eg oversetter det jo paa google men liksom det er ikkje 100% rett.
naa sitter eg paa skolen, me har saann sfo greier og eg er paa data saa du kan gjer ka enn du vil.
til alle daakke twilightfan gaa paa denne siden : www.volvocars.com/newmoon du kan vinne 2 gratis new moon billetter!!! eg er medlem, men eg maa nok sei det er ganske vanskelig.
naar eg snakka med fostermoren min saa sa hun at det hadde vaert en god ide om eg hadde lagt til noen bilder av meg. vell, eg kan godt gjer det men daa maa daakke villa det liksom.
komenter saan at eg kan finne ut kem som vil og kem som ikkje vil.
eg skriver paa dialekten min, hehe, eg gidder ikkje aa skrive normalt norsk liksom.
eg har karate eller masial arts i dag gruer meg for eg hater det!
viss du lurer paa vell koffer er du der da eller koffer meldte du deg paa? vell det var fordi stemor mi sa at eg kunne, eg gjorde det men trudde ikkje akkuratt at eg skulle komme inn liksom.
eg snakker ikkje saa mye om new moon men tro meg naar eg har sett den daa vil eg snakka om new moon neste hver dag.
til alle dere som ikkje har lest bokene saa ambefale eg dei.
1. twilight
2. new moon
3. eclipse
4. breaking dawn
det er dei i rekkefolge etter serien liksom
i dag eller rettere sagt i gaar blei eg ferdig men eclipse, eg tok testen og gjett ka ? eg fekk 95 % eg hadde bare et svar som var feil, det er ganske bra for 20 sporsmal, eg har ikkje tatt testen for rewind ennaa men det skal eg snart.
mitt maal for denne maaned er 35 poeng, og eg har allerede 20.5! og me begynte kanskje 1 uke siden!
eg skal ta testen naa onsk meg lykke til

She Will Always Be In My Heart

2009-10-11T18:01:00.000-07:00

NORWEIGAN / NORSK

Har du noen gang mistet noen som er veldig nær deg? Hvis svaret er ja bør du vite at du er ikke den eneste. 15 september mistet jeg min foster bestemor. Selv om vi ikke var i slekt via blod tenkte jeg Fremdeles på henne som min egen. Hun var mitt idol, den person jeg ser opp til. En av de første som datt inn i hodet mitt når jeg hører ordet bestemor var da vi var på besøk hos henne, hadde hun alltid noe på komfyren. Det tar kanskje 4 eller 3 timer med bil til huset hennes, så på veien selvfølgelig ble vi sultne. Vi spiste ofte på veien og var egentlig aldri sulten når vi kom dit. Men min foster bestemor hun ville det ikke nei for et svar. Selv om vi var stappmette hun sørget for at vi spiste noe, da vi først begynte å spise smakte så godt at vi kunne ikkje stoppe å spise! Og hver gang vi forlot huset var vi så mette at vi kunne gå uten mat i 10 år! En annen ting jeg husker om henne er Smilet på hennes annsikt hver gang vi snakket om Jesus. Før mitt foster bestemor døde hun ga meg en lilla hjerte kjede, jeg fikk aldri en sjanse til å bruke den, men når jeg hørte at hun døde tok jeg det på fordi jeg følte at hun er med meg og jeg vet hun er. jeg vet at Nae jeg skriver dette og når du leser dette, på så ser Gud, Jesus og min bestemor meg og deg. Jeg vet at uansett hvordan du mistet den du var glad i så kan det få deg til å tenke: Hvorfor var det min bestemor, hvorfor kunne det ikke være noen andre synd? Jeg trodde det også, men jeg vet at hun har det bedre nå og hun er på et bedre sted. Jeg savner henne og ja jeg fremdeles gråter nå og da, men livet går videre Jeg må bare se på den lyse siden, du vet hver fortelling har en lys side til det som min hun er på et bedre sted, hun hadde også et flott liv hun levde et godt liv og fikk se sine barn til og med besteungene gifte seg! . Følg meg på bloggen min. Takk for din tid, bør jeg skrive på Norweigan eller engelsk tror du? eg skal ikke Bruke mitt egentlige navn menn Kall meg Melody. Takk igjen!

ENGLISH / ENGELSK

Have you ever lost someone thats really close to you? If your answer is yes then you should know that you are not the only one. September 15th i lost my fostergrandmother. Even though we were not blood reladed i still thought of her as my own. She was my idol, the person i lookes up to.One of the first thing that popps into my head when i hear the word grandmother was when we were visiting her, she always had something on the stove. It taked maybe like 4 or 3 hours with a car to her house, so on the way of course we got hungry. We usually ate on the way and was never really hungry when we got there. But my fostergrandmother she wouldnt take no for an answer. Even if we were compeltly stuffed she made sure that we ate something, when we first started eating it tasted so good that we couldnt stop, and every time we left the house we could go without food for at least 10 year!!! Another thing i remeber about her is the smile on her face and the glint or shine in her eyes evertime we talked about Jesus. Befor my fostergrandmother died she gave me a purple heart necklace, i never really got a chance to wear it but when i heard that she died i put it on because i felt that shes with me and i know she is, i know that right now when im writing this and you are reading this god, jesus and her are watching you and me. I know that however you lost it might make you feel and think why did it had to MY grandmother ? I thought that too, but i know that she has it better now and that shes in a better place. I miss her and yes i still cry now and then but life goes on i just have to look at the bright side, u know every story has a bright side to it like mine shes in a better place, she also had a great life she lived a good life and got to see her kids and even grandkids get married ! Its getting late i better go to sleep. Please follow me and please leave a comment. Thank you for your time, should i write in norweigan or english do you think ? Im not gonna use my real name but here my name is melody. Thanks again !

A Little Bit Of My Life

2009-10-11T13:33:00.000-07:00

NORWEIGAN / NORSK

Hele mitt liv i Norge har eg levd sammen med mor mi, men for ca 1 1/2 år siden blei eg flytte til en foster familie som eg allerede kjente fra før av, for minst 1 gang i måneden ville eg besøke dei i helga. Uansett min historie er ganske komplisert og vanskelig for meg og snakke om. Viss du ikke har forstått det før nå. Min mor og far har alltid krangla for så lenge eg kan huske. Dei har aldri vært gift. Min far gifta seg med mi ste-mor, hun er utrolig snill. Eg skal ikkje sei navnet mitt for eg har ingen annelse over hvem som kommer til å besøke bloggen min. Men viss du vil bruke et navn, så bruk melodi eller melody. Eg flytta til usa for ca 3 snart 4 måneder siden. Det var veldig vanskelig å sei farvell til mammaen min. Selv om eg ikke fekk se henna så ofte så kunne eg i vertfall snakke med henne uten at det blei en enorm regning . Eg beklager viss eg begynner å forvirre dåkk. Men mitt liv er veldig komplisert. Mammaen min har hatt noen kjærester som ikkje har vært dei beste, noen var frekke med meg, mens andre kalte meg en drittunge. Mammaen min har noen problemer, hu har ennå noe men det er ikke så mang som det var. Eg forklare dåkk mer i morgen. God Natt

ENGLISH / ENGELSK

All of my life in Norway, I lived with my mother, but for about 1 1 / 2 years ago I was moving to a foster family that I already knew before, for at least 1 time a month I would visit them this weekend. Anyway my story is quite complicated and difficult for me to talk about. If you have not understood it before now. My mother and father have always quarreled for as long as I can remember. They have never been married. My father married my ste-mother, she is incredibly nice. I will not say my name because I have no annelse of who comes to visit my blog. But if you want to use a name, then use the tune or melody. I moved to the U.S. for about 3 almost 4 months ago. It was very difficult to say goodbye to my mama. Although I do not got to see her as often as I could in case the host talk to her without it was a huge expense. I apologize if I start to confuse dåkk. But my life is very complicated. My mom has had some boyfriends who have not been the best, some were sassy with me, while others called me a brat. My mama has some problems, hu has yet anything but it is not so often as it was. I explain dåkk more tomorrow. Good night